Como que hace mil años que no hacia un post o como mierda se llame. Mierda, ya paso mitad de año, y basicamente mi vida dio un giro, en todo sentido. Aparece una persona que la estuve "buscando" toda la vida, que es especial, y aun con mis problemas mas jodidos me aguanta y me da consejos y me ayuda a seguir adelante, algo que NADIE logro hacer hasta ahora con mi vida, por primera vez aparece un amor, pero bueno, ya fue no voy a hablar mucho ya sabe que lo amo, y basicamente si no lo tengo en mi vida, forever alone pues.

Una de las cosas que me esta jodiendo ultimamente y que me va a joder toda la vida es mi soledad, tanto de como lo siento afuera y por dentro. No se porque pero yo misma busco esa soledad, se que esta mal, pero no lo puedo evitar, es algo que llevo dentro mio y me esta comiendo poco a poco. Me cuesta abrirme, me cuesta ser yo misma, me cuesta expresar mis sentimientos, me cuesta todo. Como además la vida monótona que llevo todos los dias me cansa demasiado. Casa cole casa cole y a la pizzeria(? toda la misma mierda. 

Ojala que en mi proximo post este pensamiento cambie para bien. Hasta la proxima motherfuckers. 

Y ahora les dejo un temon de Pink Floyd (la mejor banda de todos los tiempos eaeaeaea no dije The Beatles)

I've got a little black book with my poems in 
I've got a bag with a toothbrush and a comb in 
When I'm a good dog they sometimes throw me a bone in 
I got elastic bands keeping my shoes on 
Got those swollen hand blues. 
Got thirteen channels of shit on the T.V. to choose from 
I've got electric light 
And I've got second sight 
I've got amazing powers of observation 
And that is how I know 
When I try to get through 
On the telephone to you 
There'll be nobody home 
I've got the obligatory Hendrix perm 
And I've got the inevitable pinhole burns 
All down the front of my favorite satin shirt 
I've got nicotine stains on my fingers 
I've got a silver spoon on a chain 
I've got a grand piano to prop up my mortal remains 
I've got wild staring eyes 
I've got a strong urge to fly 
But I've got nowhere to fly to 
Ooooh Babe when I pick up the phone 
There's still nobody home 
I've got a pair of Gohills boots 
And I've got fading roots.

And I feel like this everyday, kill me.

I’m a free bitch, baby.

PINK FLOYD

Gazing through the window at the world outside
Wondering will mother earth survive
Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime

After all there's only just the two of us
And here we are still fighting for our lives
Watching all of history repeat itself
Time after time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days

I watch the sun go down like everyone of us
I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
A better place for those Who will come after us ...
This time
I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away oh yeah
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ
It doesn't really matter much to me
Without each others help there ain't no hope for us
I'm living in a dream of fantasy
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
If only we could all just find serenity
It would be nice if we could live as one
When will all this anger, hate and biggotry ...
Be gone?

I'm just a dreamer
I dream my life away
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Who dreams of better days
Okay
I'm just a dreamer
Who's searching for the way
Today
I'm just a dreamer
Dreaming my life away
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

OZZY OSBOURNE

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain  ♫
But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain Do you need some time... on your own
Do you need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you ..
Sometimes I need some time... on my own
Sometimes I need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness we still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever even cold November rain

You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one

You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody

Guns ‘n roses.

NO MUSIC,

NO LIFE.

RETRO LIFE .